According to Carl Jung, each of us has a “shadow” side that represents the aspects of ourselves that we reject, repress, and try to hide from others and from ourselves. Jung also famously taught “That which we resist, persists,” or in other words, you can repress and hide your shadow side, but it’s not going away. You cast a shadow wherever you go.

In the series Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, Jadzia Dax is a Trill, a symbiotic species with a humanoid body that lives under the control of (in a mutually beneficial relationship with) a parasitic implant inside of it, allowing the species to last through several human lifespans, and to achieve greater potential and achievements. In the episode Facets, Jadzia undergoes a religious ritual in which she is allowed to “meet” and accept the previous hosts of the Dax symbiont. Jadzia has been having some disturbing mental issues that are preventing her from performing her duties, and the ritual is intended to restore her balance. She discovers in the process that one of the prior hosts was a violent criminal, a murderer, and the symbiont has rejected and hidden this personality from her. By accepting and embracing this violent predecessor, she is able to find peace and wholeness.

J.M. Barrie explores the shadow in an amusing episode in which Peter Pan literally fights his own shadow, trying to control it and bend it to his will. His shadow is defiant, mocking him, dodging his attempts to control it. Peter Pan’s internal struggle is his desire to remain a child, playful and carefree, while his adult identity tries to emerge, forcing him to take responsibility as his body matures.

In the Christmas special Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer, Rudolph finds himself on the Isle of Misfit Toys where he befriends others who have been rejected by Santa’s crew at the North Pole: a Charlie-in-a-box, a train with square wheels, a cowboy riding an ostrich, a water pistol that squirts jelly, a piggy bank with no slot, a kite who’s afraid of heights, a boomerang that doesn’t come back, a bird that swims. These cast-off toys are discarded because they are unconventional, and suffered from production issues that caused them to come out differently in the toy-making process. At the end of the film, Santa shows up at the Isle of Misfit Toys and reclaims these unloved treasures, delivering them to new homes where they will be appreciated and loved. Rudolph’s own “flaw” (his bright red nose) is the thing that saves Christmas by lighting the way for Santa’s sleigh through the thick fog.

Does the church have a shadow, and if so, what is it? Churches in general all have shadowy elements, and here are a few (using a list of similar topics about the Catholic Church):

  • Historical Controversies. Polygamy, the race ban, and Mountain Meadows Massacre all reveal shadowy elements to the Church’s fraught history. Multiple accounts of key events like the First Vision (or missing accounts of the Melchizedek Priesthood ordination) are also thorny. Additionally, the church has often not been on the right side of history. Consider how reluctant the church was to side against Naziism, how slow they were to embrace civil rights, how they fought against the ERA, how long they continued to encourage gay people to marry against their sexual orientation and to undergo conversion therapy.
  • Sexual Abuse Scandals. These remain an issue for the church, one that they have yet to figure out, instead focusing on Kirton-McConkie’s advice to admit no wrongdoing and avoid reporting, even when it would be the right or moral thing to do. Consider the recent arrest of a stake president (Rhett Hintze) in Harrisburg, PA for not reporting a bishop (Sean Gooden) despite knowing he had sexually abused his wife’s younger brothers. That charge against Hintze, which could carry a felony conviction, just happened in January. While the church claims that the charges against Hintze are “misguided,” according to Pennsylvania guidelines (which were updated after the terrible Sandusky sex-abuse scandal at Penn State that tarnished the reputation of beloved coach Joe Paterno) clergy are mandatory reporters. It is starting to seem like Kirton McConkie’s advice is always against reporting, and that they assume that every state is going to be like Utah, which is not accurate. Aside from this recent example, there were the BYU rape scandals less than a decade ago that we reported on here in which we learned that rape victims who become pregnant from their attack may be expelled from BYU for being single and pregnant. That scandal also revealed that BYU and the local Provo police department were sharing records with each other so that the school could target students, including those who were sexually assaulted. Gold standard, indeed!
  • Political Power. The prior example shows the Church using its considerable influence to exert its will in secular matters. Church leaders were also caught on film joking about the need to ensure any new Utah politicians were “church-broke” and would be willing to do the Church’s bidding.
  • Wealth & Institutional Corruption. The recent SEC fines reveal that the church considers the matter closed, but also that the church literally fired people who refused to break the law, replacing them with more cowardly men who would not mind breaking the law, signing documents attesting knowledge the church prevented them from having, as part of their jobs. The church was also revealed to be substantially wealthier than members knew, due to increased pressure for all members to pay tithing (since the 70s and 80s when tithing participation was much lower), and due to investments made with tithing surplus.
  • Empowering Women. Several of the other shadows listed already touch on this blind spot, but it certainly blew up recently when Sis. Dennis claimed the church grants more power to women than other faiths, which is patently false and reveals she doesn’t really know much about other churches. Then there was the obligatory defensive pile-on by “faithful” women eager to beat down their sisters to show their fealty to the church. What a sh*tshow.
  • Treatment of Dissenters. The existence of the Strengthening the Members Committee, a secretive group that monitors members’ online and media presence, vigilant for dissent is certainly one example of this, as is the culture of worthiness interviews and encouraging members to “tattle” on each other at the ward level, and to the Honor Code office at BYU.
  • Patriarchy. Obviously a church that only gives decision-making power to a subset of “company men” is going to have some blind spots as relates to those not allowed to be in these decision-making spaces, those neither represented nor given a vote. When that church is also based on a foundational system (polygamy) in which women are sexually exploited to glorify their god-husbands and give birth for eternity, you get some weird outcomes.

Here are a few I will add that aren’t inspired by the Catholicism list:

  • Policing worthiness. We are obsessed, culturally, with worthiness, to a very unhealthy degree. We think nothing of having leaders question us regularly on our beliefs and actions, according to an incomplete and changing checklist, including on items that the church itself would struggle to answer correctly (e.g. honesty–see SEC scandal, and affiliating with groups that teach things contrary to the church–such as all their political bedfellows and the WCF). We think nothing of members who tattle on one another over matters of belief that are nobody’s business.
  • Conflating conservatism with the gospel. I’m not sure how long this one has been such an institutional shadow, but it certainly hasn’t been good since Benson’s presidency, and possibly before that.
  • Leader worship. Although Jesus taught that we should not seek for the praise of men, that doesn’t appear to apply to leaders, at whatever level they may be, all the way down to nearly every DL and ZL I encountered on my mission. Rather than a church based on common consent, as described in the Doctrine & Covenants, we have a church that does the bidding of the men in charge exclusively, with no exceptions for individual circumstances allowed. The number of times I’ve heard people gush about Pres. Nelson is honestly gob-smacking. I guess since Monson had dementia for so long, we didn’t hear that for a long time, but wow, we are out of control.

So these are some institutional flaws, but unlike Santa with the misfit toys, the solution, embracing your “shadow” side, isn’t necessarily the same thing as gathering up the discarded toys you rejected. It starts with accepting that you have the flaws behind rejecting those toys in the first place. In the above examples, there are issues with authoritarianism, misogyny, racism, control, corruption, nepotism, cronyism, and dishonesty. The steps include:

  • Admitting to yourself that you have these shadows
  • Understanding why you have these issues as an institution; how did you get this way?
  • Addressing the core reasons that you have those shadows, so that you can compensate
  • Being vigilant in future to avoid the excesses that result when you ignore your shadow

Nearly all of these excesses can be boiled down to one core problem: insecurity. There have been many forms of this insecurity over the church’s history, including:

  • Being considered Christian by more mainstream, popular sects
  • Religious freedom / the government threatening its existence thanks to polygamy
  • Financial insecurity–lots of times when the Church literally wasn’t solvent
  • Threat of progress, or at least it’s viewed as a threat by those who don’t like progressive changes

These insecurities are pretty apparent if you open your eyes. It’s why the Church hates bad press and seeks to control critics. It’s why most abuse cases are gladly settled out of court with a big fat check and gag order.

  • Do you agree these are some of the church’s shadows? Can you think of more?
  • What could the church do to compensate for these shadows and to recognize these tendencies?
  • Do you see the church as insecure? Are there other examples?

Discuss.